i've recently gone into panic mode. i've got less than a week to finish planning my curriculum. it's my first time ever teaching drama and i'll be teaching six classes a day during the duration of the summer camp. getting everything together has been going great. my binder is completely organized and is getting set for the most part. Today though my mom took me to barnes and noble and bought me two books. They are perfect. One is full of commercial cold reads and the other is 112 acting games filled with games, discussions, and the purpose of each activity. The problem is I wish I had that book sooner, because I have less than a week to go through it. I know what you are thinking. Why am I sitting here typing this instead of getting my butt into action and working through it? Because I miss this (for one) and because I need a little break from the constant planning. My mind isn't good at focusing 24/7. I need a distraction sometimes. Most of the time I'll just read some pinto fics for distaction :) I'll get back to focusing soon enough.

The one thing that I am not looking forward to about going away is that I have to stop watching the bachelorette and I won't get to see who she picked. I am currently OBSESSED with that show. Along with my mother, we watch it weekly in bed and eat popcorn. The thing about the show is I'm pretty much in love with one of the contestants. At this point I'm rooting for him to make in into the final two, and then have his heart broken so ABC will offer him his own show. I swear to god if he gets his on The Bachelor you will see me on that show fighting for his love. He's just an adorable dork and I can see us fitting together very well. My mom even said while watching it "I want him to be my future son-in-law". I think I'm pretty enough to be on one of those shows. I've got a hell of a personality too. My mom said "If that happens and he eliminates you then your heart will be so broken" Which is true, I let myself fall too hard and get hurt too easily, but I told her that America would fall in love with me and I'd get my own show so it wouldn't even matter. I'd have 30 guys fighting for MY love and who wouldn't want that. So yes, if Michael gets his own show you better be prepared to see me on your tv two hours a week.

I'm frustrated that a lot of the videos I planned to finish editing before I leave for camp are not done. I wanted to finish my Zach/Chris one as well as one of my skins videos and at least one crossover. It's hard and I hate that I haven't released a full video in so long. I've been lagging in the sense of my video editing.

Anyway. Time to work because I hear my mom getting dinner set and I seriously want to get SOMETHING done before it's time to eat. I will probably update a lot from Camp because without my friends and family around to talk to constantly I'm going to need someway to rant about my frustrations and excitement. Though I probably should ignore lj so I won't be spoiled about things....Oh well. We all know I can't stay away from lj even when I don't update my journal, I'm always lurking different communities.

FUCK YES OBAMA WON!!!!

Change here we come :)

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